I just got back from tuition not long ago. Someone said to me "You can do it~ Don't give up!" At that time when I hear that word, i feel like crying... That someone been thru alot of hardship than anyone I know in this world. She went thru a brain surgery and there she is, still stay strong and fight for herself till today. She cant move, more to say she is paralyse. But she still try hard to show to me that she can sit already =')

I thankful for those who are staying with me still, even far away; not always around, but i know they all are still there and always will (and i know you are reading, this goes to you too ^^) I thankful for all those ups and downs i've been through, becos all that made me who I am today, a stronger person. I wont turn back the time if there is a chance, becos i choose to learn =)

Other than feeling thankful, I am sorry for those who feel neglected. I am sorry I cant be there for those who need me countless of time. It's not dat I dun care, I do. It's just I am trying hard to cope and fight with my life... I din meant to say my life sux~ It's just hard sometimes =) Always try to find a way to make it better actually ^^

I will jiayou in my life~ But i am certain that next year is going to be a tough year for me... Cos;

1. Just to make it short, I was promoted. My Clerk grade. Not promoted to supervisor or officer or somesort of high ranking position. But its still await for approval from the bigboss. So? More responsibility...

2. Exam year =D I've to study really hard to proof dat I CAN and actually, to not waste all my money and times for it, so =D

3. Planning to earn more money with all my leftover free time. Part time work?!

So I guess, my 21yrs old gonna be... real tough. Lol. Nevertheless, I am still looking forward to a better future =) Ignore the bad, choose the good. You're always given 2 choices, it's either this or that and nowadays, I choose the good one, the brighter side =) I told you, I am not usually this POSITIVE but I am now, of cos I will still think negative but it will be replace by the positive one soon after =D

Lookin forward for MANZY the baboon and KEVIN the another baboon to come back. THB gathering again :D BEACH BBQ anyoneeeee? Umm~ Berakas BEACH???! T-T *lol* And, Roger my buddy and Valen my alien fren~ And not to forget KK trip on this Xmas =D &no worries nub, i still sayang u one okie! (okie, feel loved? =p) AND HOW CAN I NOT PUT HER NAME HERE?! VERO DALENG <3~ she coming back too! but dunno when~ T-T

Till then, takecare! Lookin forward to see you all =D

Got this from a forwarded mail. Enjoy reading!

I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now.

A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year-old grandson.
The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered

The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and
failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor.
When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth.

The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess.
'We must do something about father,' said the son.
'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.'

So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner.
There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner.
Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl.

When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometimes he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone.
Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food.

The four-year-old watched it all in silence.

One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor.
He asked the child sweetly, 'What are you making?' Just as sweetly, the boy responded,
'Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and Mama to eat your food in when I grow up.
' The four-year-old smiled and went back to work.

The words so struck the parents so that they were speechless. Then tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done.

That evening the husband took Grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table.
For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled, or the tablecloth soiled.

On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles four things:
a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as making a 'life..'

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands.You nee d to be able to throw something back sometimes.

I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you
But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others,
your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day, you should reach out and touch someone.

People love that human touch -- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn =)

I've learned that you should pass this on to everyone you care about. I just did.

The dinner turns out allright. It was a funny night tho, full of laughter from the entertainer. The gay =.=" Seriously, very gay. LOL. I din get anything except $10 huaho voucher. Dat was from the balloon on d table we pop! I tote it is a $100, if i get $100, i will head to huaho straight to get zerotosexayyy already *wink wink* LOL =X but even with the $10 voucher i get, ppl also behsong. FML. tat balloon i pop de lor. if u want u take it lahhh. after give them, they dun wan. wtf?! just EAT the voucher! *shove to his/her face* HAHA =X

I guess not much ppl attend the dinner too and most din stay until the dinner is off. There were vouchers, blender n stuff for the mini draw and grand draw were sony dvd players, sony cybershot (i want tis! grr) xbox 360 pro (an aunty got tis and sold for $300 -_- heard it was around BND600? kisiao!)

Picture with nub finally (wheee!) but the pictures sux ;( (you bah you bah~ stupiak much!) dunno till when can take pix again. might be the last time tho *chooi* cos hardly see each otha mah! LOL. or i might resign (lol) so yeah =D

Ohhh i cant wait december to come =D Most of my besties come back from overseas! Yippie! (except elmo *sobs*) Did i mention before? I confirm going KK on the 24th till 28th *grins* But im broke -__- Will try to save as MUCH as I CAN! hmm. so much to pay lor =(

I cant eat fish for another 2weeks, more or less, again =D Cos im on my gastric herbal tea. Must no matter wad gain back my appetite! Cos nowadays, i eat a lil then i said im full but im hungry after few hours -_-" So i need to cure it!

I din say i hate my work but i dislike ppl there. Im so unhappy with it. They review my appraisal already and unhappy with it. Just becos recently i only got tiny mistake on other side of the stuff, and they lower it. PLEASE APPRAISAL IS FOR A YEAR DE LOR. NOT "THIS LATELY YOU ALSO DO A TINY LITTLE MISTAKE" -__-" WTF?! sui pien u all lah. beh song jiu shi beh song. like i caresss! so nowadays, i 5.30-6pm, class no class, sorry lahhh. offwork times PEOPLE ;)) dun wanna care what you all think~ chuiii ah?! ITS-MY-LIFE! mouth is all urs. say all you want, okay? (Y) pfft~

I am yawning already so i need to get back my ass on study, currently just recalling my a.maths. there are lots of simple shits that i just cant get it right when i do the paper -_- stupid banar eh. lol.

Some pictures! Can be view in my facebook! Goodnite =D

me!
something like preview for tonight's theme =) i cant sleep early last nite cos i went downstair for my very late dinner around 11ish. so i decided to dress up to see what goes with what. and vain a little =D so dats the outcome. simply tie my hair, no makeup apply (it looks like i apply something to my eyes but seriously, no makeup), no touch-up by photoshop done to my face. just did something to the background

...but im not lookin forward to the dinner ;(

10 reasons why you should leave office at 6pm

1. Most employment letter stated that working hour finish before 6.00pm.

2. Work is never-ending process even if you stay until next morning you will never finish it.

3. Human are not robots even robots/machines have to rest or else it will face breakdown problems from time to time.

4. You love your career, but your family is even more important in your life.

5. If you failed in your life,your boss is not going to be the one who gives you a helping hand whereas your family would definitely offer help.

6. you do not want to screw up or make your life miserable because of your job.

7. Monthly salary= Work from 9am - 6.00pm
If 6.30pm = $0.00 + 0 Bonus + 0 Appreciation + Bad health + Bad social life + Poor family relationship = Unproductive employee + Drop in performance + Drop in Company reputation + Reternchment rate increases + Resignation rate increases

8. If there is someone who disagree with the above formulation. We think he/she is a loser who has no life,heartless,doomed workaholic etc. He/She deserves the "Best employee of the year award!

9. You don't give a damn if your boss fires you.

10(a). For the chinese, remember this "House in the east no longer keep you, then just move to the west house"
OR
10(b). Remember the fact that one company no longer want you, mean there are so many out there looking for you

My version is 10(a). =D

My back ache like hell, shoulder also aching and gastric attack... LOL. But one thing tat make me happy is i manage to rearrange everything in my room =)) Now, my study table is in line with my pc, my closet move to the other end and my floormat (however u call dat) got alot of holes result from the moving stuff -_- I still got my stuff all over my bed, books actually. I dunno why but my books seem to increase day by day! Nvm. Next year jiayou jiayou! Getting all A is impossible but i do hope i can get A for maths. T-T Since i sux at BS, totally. Too many words, i dislike ESSAYS. All the sample answers, upto 3 pages lah. Omfg. Acct... so so. Cos need more practice but nevertheless, jiayou me! =D

I found something when i tidy up my stuff. It's my 2006 planner. 2006 had been a best year for me i guess. I had my besties lunch with me almost everyday =) It's been one of my best memory, will always remember dat. =D

I've been twittering about my daily life. So to those catch up with it, sure have heard bout this. I've found my Black&White shirt =) Just a simple outfit but i tink it looks allright. I spend... Will blog it when the day come. Lol. My jie been giving me lots of idea to match the outfit im gonna wear. So i know what i should do to my hair and make up when the day come. I hope, it will looks okie. Had a date with jo too on dat day. Lookin forward to it! And picture with nub hopefully! (if you read this, i tell you what! dun disappoint me you stupiak!) you PROMISE? =3 *imitate russel peter* pdw! lol

I was stuck in the mall for 45m on thurs. FML. Suppose to go for tuition at 7pm, when i was about to leave the mall, surprise cos it rain sibeh heavy! So din turn up for tuition. Feel so bad T-T On dat day itself, i found the outfit! Lol.

I am determined to fill the empty vodka cruiser bottle with stars that i am gonna fold whenever i feels like it =D I've got 3 empty bottles now. I still have another 4 in the fridge =D I love stars, and number 7 is one of my fav. number. So im gonna make 7 bottles of stars! =D At least i found something for me to do when i need, entertainment hahaha

Allrite i am off to tidy up stuff and gonna change my bed sheet. Think it will last up to 12am or so. Lol. Nvm, not working tmrw. I hope whoever it is that are having hard time now, will be feeling better soon. Takecare all!

P/s: Pardon my english cos i know it sucks all these time! XD and my gastric is really bad =(

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